its been forever since i've updated my lj. guess im just kinda spastic like that. alot has happened since the last time i graced you with a brief look into my life. i finally found that elusive job that i have been hunting not so dillegently (fuck my bad spelling) since december. and i think you should all come to wendys in madison on 72 and walk in and yell ANTIFUCKER!!! it wont serve any real purpose, and i cant even hook you up with free food, but it would amuse me. getting a job is probably the most dramatic thing that has happened to me lately. not that i got that off my chest, its time to become spastic again with what i type. enjoy.
so i've come to the realization that i truly dislike my last ex. you might think that isnt too suprising but we maintaned a friendship for quite some time after we split, but now i realize just how filled with drama she really is. why do people have to live for drama? i try to keep my life fairly drama free and i realize that i have way more drama in it than i care to...but i dont talk live for it nor do i get off on it by telling people about it constantly. maybe some day she might grow up (ha! listen to me...20, almost 21 and talking about someone needing to grow up...) and we can become friends again, but i doubt it.
is it weird that when i decide not to associate myself with somone that i just completely ignore them and never speak to them again? like not even to let them know that i dont want to be around them anymore. its like i just make myself disappear. its just easier for me that way...sometimes i feel bad about it, but i just try to save myself the headache of confrontation.
so i've been talkin with this awesome chick from meridianville lately. she is a few years older than me but we are seriously diggin each other...which is odd cause usually chicks who possess all of the following qualities: beautiful, intelligent, freaky, kinky, excellent taste in music and drugs, read the same literature as me, wants to learn to play Magic: the Gathering, isnt a drama queen, is an active member of the counterculture, isnt a drama queen and or utter bitch...etc etc...usually just dont go for me. maybe im just really lucking out this time..whatever it is im glad it happens and i actually hope it progresses. which is odd, cause i had just sworn of relationships forever (for like the 3rd time this year).
i just finished a series of books called otherland. my wonderful and truly excellent friend jillykillroy let me borrow them. its a series of four books but its like its one continuous book. each book is around 900+ pages and im not sure how long it took me to read all four (my time references suck) but it seems like it was slightly under 2 months. it was just awesome. the author is tad williams and i would recommend it to anyone who digs fantasy and/or scifi. im not the biggest scifi fan in the world and usually try to stay away from the hardcore stuff but tad does such a good job of blending the two genres that i just couldnt put em down.
i had to take my lip ring out for work. thats been bugging me slightly but not too much, so this is all i shall really say about it. thank god i got to keep my industrial.
i been hangin out alot with my friend tee lately. she is an awesome chick...i've known her for almost the three years i've lived in huntsville. we both work at wendys. she is such an utter trip to be around. we are always fuckin around at work and clownin on each other. i think we kinda worry our coworkers cause we are always bitchin and yellin at each other but its just in the name of fun. we are just cool like that, but i think some people at work just dont understand that. we always gettin weird looks and shit like "oh my god are they really fighting?!?!?" haha. i can tell she is rubbin off on me due to the massive increase in rap music i have been listening to and the amount of ghettoness in me has drastically risen.
im getting a new tattoo soon. hopefully within the next month. i still have to draw it. i dont believe in putting permanent ink on my body unless i drew it. why would somone want a prefab tattoo that 1,000 other people probably have cause they saw it on some flash art in a parlor? just doesnt make sense to me. all the tattoo is going to be is "FTW" which stands for Fuck The World for those of you who dont know. but im gonna trick it out and make it look nice and interesting. i just cant decide where i want it though. im thinking maybe like a half wrap around the back of my neck or perhaps on my left upper arm. any suggestions would be appreciated. i also cant decide if i want the FTW tattoo or the Iron Cross tattoo first.
well i think i have caught myself up to date a little more on lj. btw, if anyone ever wants to aim me my s/n is VladTheJuggalo.
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